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I love you!

Every time when shit happens, I panic and lose control. All I'm capable of is cry and apologise. I love you! I decided to be stronger and be by your side whenever you need me. Apparently, I'm the one who needs you more than you need me. I don't have experience in relationship at all. Every time things will go wrong but I lasted the longest with you. That's why I'm afraid to lose you. I've never experience the pain of breaking up and I don't ever wanna feel that way. Sometimes when you are angry, I have no idea how to approach you. I've been resisting myself from asking you 'you okay anot?' but I seriously don't find anything wrong with this sentence. Maybe it's just that you don't like it. But what should I do? When you are not talking and something is bothering you, I'll be sad too. I just can't keep my bloody mouth shut. Sorry I repeated my mistake. I guess I'm just too immature. I'll change! I just thought that maybe I can be myself when I'm with you. I just wanted to tell the whole world I have the best boyfriend. But I didn't realize that I'm seeking too much attention. The problem is, I didn't realized that you don't like it. I'm sorry I'm selfish! I always mood swing and get pissed off over little things easily. Like when I see you taking picture with your student, I get jealous. When you message girls, I also get jealous. Am I thinking too much? I really can't help it. I'm sorry that all I can do is apologise. I just hope that you won't ever get tired of me. Please don't ever leave me. I'm scared.

You are not worth it.

Konichiwa!

I've encountered so many different types of people and because of them, I think I've changed. I tried not to judge people now because I don't want them to judge me. In the past, when people ask me how I feel about Justin Bieber, I would just be straightforward and say "He suck. I hate him to the core. He is a fucking gay." but now that I think about what had happened to me, I feel kinda bad for him. So now, I would just say "He is not that bad and I don't really hate him." Oh well, try being in his shoes for a while. You wouldn't be happy if you know all the people other than your fans, friends in my case, are against you. Actually, regarding the picture above, I'm not really that pissed off because I don't think you are worth my time but your little retarded actions are just too irritating. I'm trying not to cuss here in order to keep my blog clean but oh well, you will never read this anyway. So I'm just gonna make it an exception for this post. I hope you never read this post, not because I'm scared but because I don't want you to know what I'm talking behind your back. I know i'll just hurt you if you found out. Oh well, you kinda forced me into this. I'm not blaming you but what you did can never be changed. I just have the urge to make you regret everything you said and be careful of what to say and what not to say in the future. I'm waiting for the day where you will regret everything you did wrong and the funny part is, I don't think you know that you're wrong.

At first, you gave me the image of a pure and shy boy but now? Che, I just wished that I never met you. Then I wouldn't need to hear so many nonsense from you and about you. When you hate someone, their every little actions will piss you off. From some moment of time, I think I realized that you started to like me but what you are doing is just retarded. No offence but you are kinda like a backstabber you know? You tell me not to spill anything out when you told me this particular secret as if you would be castrate if I said something. So, I helped you and kept this secret for about 2 months. Then now what? You fucking told the person that you revealed his secret to me. You retarded? I was so fucking shocked when that person told me all the shit you did. You think we won't ever spill out whatever you said right? That's why you are not fucking scared at all. What you did looks kinda selfish, like you just wanted to save your sorry ass. Well, secrets were never secrets. You tell the other person, and warned him/her to help you keep the secret. Who knows if he/her ever told anyone else? It's just like you. The person who told you his secret never knew that you would reveal it to anyone. You like betraying other people's trust heh? Fucking bastard.

Now that I think of what happened. It just pissed me even more. You are so dense that you didn't realized what you did is making me hate you. I don't know if this ever happened to anyone else but I fucking hope not. You always tell me not to ignore you when I get to know your friends. I promised you but I'm afraid I've to break my promise. It's not like I fucking wanna break it but you are the one who make me so fucking pissed. I kept telling myself that you are not worth it but you know what? I treat you as my friend so that's why I'm so fucking pissed when I heard about everything. I know the feeling of losing friends very well. That's the reason why I didn't tell you off in your face. People say "Don't change for other people's sake, just be yourself." But what if someone hates the 'me' now? I don't wanna lose any more friends. Oh well, thanks to my temper, I think I might drive some away. However, since you told me that you like me. It somehow gave me the feeling whereby you won't ever leave. But for you to tell him about the issue where I asked my friends for opinions just make me so fucking angry. I know I'm too sensitive and gets angry over small little things. I told you not to tell anyone. You swear you won't ever fucking tell anyone about this and now what? You trying to piss people off on purpose isit? I think now I know why people starts ignoring you when they know your friends. Originally, I thought that it must be their problems but now, it's because of your fucked up personality. You might not realize it but it just annoy the hell outta me. I know you want me to discuss more about relationship stuff with you. It's kinda obvious but I'm not fucking interested that's why I asked you to concentrate on your studies and if best, aim for express next year. But sometimes, you really do sound like a love-sick puppy. I don't get why people can change their love interest so fast. It gives me the insecure feeling. If you can't get into express course, then don't bother about anything and focus on studying. Maybe you feel cool if you've got a girlfriend or something. I don't know. But stop thinking like the girl owe you because she ignored you because it's most likely something you did/say.

I'm actually blogging about you now is because I don't wanna bottle up all my feelings cuz I know I will snap one day if I don't rant now. I don't wanna quarrel with you neither do I wanna hurt you. I hope someone can change you or wait. Just learn how to keep secrets to yourself and not spread it to other people and beg them to help you to keep the secrets for you otherwise you might die. You should totally stop this. You know why? It's because it sound worthless and retarded. You've got good friends around you who really cares alot about you and treat you as if your his own brother. He even asked me to forgive you. Unfortunately, I must admit that I'm not really a very forgiving person. All I need is time. I just hope you wouldn't like or comment on my status on Facebook. It just makes me wonder "How much do you fucking know? If you don't know anything, please don't anyhow like and say you random like my status when I ask you "why are you liking this shit." or etc." You offend people in another way and I just can't forget about you telling him about the friend's opinion part. Oh my fucking god. I can't believed I fucking asked for opinions for your sake. Suddenly, I have the urge to stop fucking around and be serious. I bet you will just ended up with no friends if this keeps up but you've got such awesome friends. Maybe I shouldn't update in the first place. It just reminds me of what you did which is so fucking retarded. I don't wanna hate you though, I just feel like giving you a tight slap and give you a lesson on 'What to say and what not to say.' or rather 'What CAN say and what CAN'T be revealed.' It's just pointless to call it a secret between the two of us if you tell a third party.

I know I'm straightforward, mean, sensitive, easily provoked, not so easy-going on certain issues and is a fucking bitch but you are just one of those people whom I won't even try to change for your sake. You don't know what I've been through and how many times I cried over small little stupid things. You just don't know me well. You don't really know my personality but I don't really know you too. I'm sorry for judging you but that's what I see from you. I think you just think that I'm straightforward thats all. This is why I know you don't like me in the love me type. I just wonder how could you fucking say that you like me at first when you know absolutely nothing about me. If only I never fucking know you in the fucking first place so that now, I won't fucking know what kind of fucked up personality you have which describes what kind of fucking asshole you are and it is currently making me so fucking pissed off cuz I thought you looked so fucking innocent when you are a fucking backstabber and guess what, I just hope you will fuck off and for fuck's sake, don't ever fucking bother me or I'll just fucking hurt you and ask you to fuck off. I think I'm finally done ranting out annoying things spinning in my head. Sorry for the massive cussing, I just couldn't help it.

HAIARIGATOUGOZAIMASUSAYONARA!~ O:)

CIP Trip to Malaysia! Day 3

Day 3 a.k.a Last day!

300511 is the last day of our CIP trip. I can't really remember the details much but I think we went to a restaurant to eat before going to the organic farm! The restaurant had two big awesome fish which is about the height's length. Kinda creepy cuz I'm scared of fishes too. After that, I was kinda scared cuz I think that there would be caterpillars and earthworms all over the place. Well, its an organic farm so it would be natural to have insects and all. However, I think I was lucky cuz I didn't see anything until I saw an earthworm struggling at the side. EEK. I feel like puking now. We saw animals like rabbits, and ducks and etc. We even bought an ice-cream cuz the weather is too hot and I HATE warm weathers. We took a look inside a random shop at the organic farm and I took many random pictures of random people. Ms Chiang discovered that I took a picture of her and she immediately snatch it and deleted the picture. After that, we left Malaysia for Singapore. I kinda miss Malaysia now, especially the orphanage! I hope I will be able to go back there again. I don't expect any of the orphans to remember me, okay, at least that particular boy. He is so sweet and kind. Our trip back to Singapore was unexpectedly short unlike the time we went to Malaysia. Okay enough of reminiscing time. My purpose of updating my blog is actually to rant about something, not describing how much fun I had in Malaysia.

KAYARIGATOUSAYONARA!~ O:)

CIP Trip to Malaysia! Day 2

Day 2!

290511 is the second day as well as the most hectic day of our CIP trip. At the morning, we went to have our breakfast inside the hotel and the air-conditioner seems to be free cuz it's cold. We went to the famous twin towers and took pictures! I took pictures with Mr Hafiedz and my friends. I wonder how many pictures have me as background that day. After that, we went to Malaysia's most famous Chocolate factory, Beryl. I bought Mango chocolates, Strawberry chocolates and Blueberry chocolates. It was kinda expensive but as long as it's delicious, I think it's worth it. I brought some for my friends and my mum. After that, we went to a Museum. We had lunch at KFC and the song 'baby' by Justin Bieber kept on repeating. My group was the last table served. I think they forgot our presence for a moment. Oh well, as long as I receive my food, I won't grumble so much. By the way, the KFC salad is the most disgusting salad ever. Oh, I was kinda nervous and afraid cuz I am going to an orphanage in the afternoon to tell them stories. I am worried as I am not good with kids and I don't really know how to manage them as I am short tempered. Especially towards young kids, I will bankai even more easily. When we reached the orphanage, we started to split into 3 groups to entertain the kids. My group was suppose to do story telling but we didn't even get the chance to tell our stories. It was kinda a good thing cuz I don't wanna act! So we ended up interacting with them, I saw Mr Hafiedz playing soccer with some 5 years old child. I didn't know that Mr Hafiedz was so friendly towards kids. Oh well, I pity those orphans. When I first came, I thought that all of them would just emo in one corner and be quiet. However, it's exactly the opposite of what I thought! They were hyperactive, cheerful and not to mention extremely violent! I don't get why their parents would abandon such cute kids. They should just die in a hole. Later on, we helped to clean the place up. Me and Yolanda cleaned the windows while the others sweep the floor and etc. We were amazed when we see how clean the windows are as compared to the previous ones. I get to know some orphans. One is called Justin. He is very violent and is an attention seeker. A few of the others whom I get to know was called Charlie, Linda, a horny guy and Melvin! Melvin is the cutest boy ever! He is kinda shy but friendly! I gave him what I've got and he seems happy. Suddenly, I felt like crying because it was the time when we gotta go and bid our goodbyes. I think I am gonna miss him and I will wait for him to add me on Facebook! As we promised. I hope he will remember me. Oh well, kids are kinda easy to bribe cuz Melvin was originally Bryan's gang then he came over my side! After we left the orphanage, we ate spaghetti buffet for dinner and was given half an hour to shop around the mall. When we went back to our hotel, we had a briefing for the next day. After that, we went back to our own rooms respectively and washed up. We went over to Laoba and LaoPa's room again, after the spot check. When Ms Chiang and other teachers came, me and LaoMang was about to eat Yogurts! Ms Chiang walked in to check if everything was fine. LaoMang thinks that Ms Chiang saw her... Kay never mind. We went party at the other room. It was awesome but scary! I think I was nearly raped! We went back to our rooms abit later and we decided to watch some time capsule movie at Star Movie Channel. It was kinda scary but nice! Unfortunately, we both fell asleep at around 2+AM I think. I woke up at 3+AM to off the television and went back to sleep cuz I was too tired!

Jesus would rather shame gays than let orphans have a family. - Stephen Colbert.

Sayonara! O:)

CIP Trip to Malaysia! Day 1.

Hello people! On 280511, the whole secondary 3 cohort from BGSS went to Malaysia for our CIP trip. We need to gather at school early in the morning like 0545AM. In the end, the school's gate wasn't even opened that early. When we got on to the bus, I think we were pretty excited and looked forward to this trip but we all fell asleep eventually. We took few hours to reach the Singapore's checkpoint and there was a heavy traffic jam as it's a Saturday. After passing the Singapore checkpoint, we were stuck somewhere at Malaysia for a long period of time. When we reach the Malaysia checkpoint, I think it's already 10AM. I guess our schedule was being delayed a little. Oh well, we had our breakfast continue our journey to some random famous sights in Malacca. I think I would've become a pig already because we always sleep in the bus after every meals, like pigs. After visiting those places and had our lunch, we went to a Nyonya restaurant to enjoy our dinner. I was expecting some 'kuehs' or famous Nyonya dishes but it came out pretty cliche as what we have had for our lunch. Kinda disappointing but I'm grateful for the food so I finish every single bits of them. I have no idea why I took 2+ servings of rice for lunch and 1+ servings of rice for dinner. I ate especially much that day! Maybe I was starving just that I didn't notice that I was hungry until I started eating. We took many pictures in the Nyonya restaurant. Mostly is unglam pictures of others and myself. After that, we left the restaurant for our hotel! Hilton Petaling Jaya Hotel! I heard from my teachers that it was a 5 star hotel! Fortunate huh? Alright, after we check in the hotel, we had a briefing and was given instructions for the next day and the keys to our room. I was rooming with LaoMang. I remember we are having difficulties finding our room. Our room number is 1757, on the 17 floor. I was expecting a nice view but there are water vapours on the glass so we can't really see anything. We started to unpack everything and wash up. I asked LaoMang to bathe first cuz I need 5 minutes to bathe but 30 minutes to wash my hair. Kinda long huh? Ms Chiang then knocked on our door, she came to check if we ran to another friend's room and asked us to sleep early. She also added that I should bathe faster. After the spot check, we went over to LaoBa and LaoPa's room cuz it' was the closest room as it was just beside ours. We brought cup noodles over and eat at their room. After supper, we went back to our own rooms and enjoy the the bed.

Part 2 is coming up! Be patient!

Sayonara! O:)

I just can't stop loving you!

On 150511, me and Alynna went to watch Luo Zhi Xiang's concert at indoor stadium from 8 to around 10 plus. Before that, we went to slack abit at Kallang Leisure at 4! hahaha my mum was giving me the weird gaze when I told her that I am meeting up my friend at 4 when the concert starts at 8! Okay I should just get to the point.

Well said he this "2011羅志祥舞法舞天之 1萬零1夜好看惨了!" but I totally agree! and he is so awesome and talented! Not to mention handsome and cute! I can't believe that I actually cried during his concert! I just felt extremely sad watching his crying video about his scandal last time! Hais it really sadden me to see him shed his tears! But he said this "To stop the media from finding the 'truth' I should just say that 'yes I did' but sometimes, I was afraid of facing the media." I really felt bad for him cuz he was being accused of taking drugs, internet chatting issues, health problems and etc. He said this "I am a clean freak so I wont contract any diseases and I listen to my mum so I won't take drugs." It's clear that he is being upset by those media people and I really feel sorry for him. I hope he can continue his career smoothly and come Singapore again! Even though people are starting to say that he is ageing, but I still love the way he dance and acts. I will love this old man forever!

I feel really bad for updating my blog regarding his concert NOW. I will recommend all my friends to his concert cuz there are no ending to the overflowing of awesomeness. I hope I can see him again. Most probably, next year perhaps?

Sayonara. O:)

You don't know how to appreciate art!

Can someone just pull me outta everything?

Hiie people I guess I am back to blogging again! After all, this is one of the place I chose to rant everything out. Haha recently is so busy with exams and all. Today I had Maths paper 1. It's surprisingly easier than I thought! But I hope I won't have any careless mistakes or whatever that would cause deduction of marks! and because I chose Biology instead of Physics, school is dismissed for me at 0915am today! haha so cool! Can have more time to study for the tested subjects tmr! Well, tmr is going to test Geography, Social Studies and Chinese Listening Comprehension. One hell of tests huh? Hopefully I am able to pass with flying colours! Hmm so many things happened and I am going to share many things today. One of it is a bullying case from Malaysia. I saw one bullying video on Facebook. and I was so pissed off! What's with the girls in Malaysia nowadays? So fucked up.

For people who doesn't know the story, it goes like this:

One fine day, a little girl go school and for no reason she was being bullied by four ugly bitches who claim that they are very pretty. Firstly, they hit the poor girl continuously and even scolded and laughed at her. Then, the poor girl obviously cried because no one even bothered to help her or defend her! What's this!? All become bystander and watch free show isit? Next, despite the fact that the poor girl is already very upset, they still wanna cut her hair you know! Cut until the hair from long become short. After that, they still not satisfied. They still hit her with books, strangle her and do nasty stuff.

After listening to my story, how do you feel? Wanna puke right! Why does this kind of people even exist on earth! We don't need uncivilized people like them. So extra. Seriously la, need bully people until like that anot? You guys like to act ah lian right, why don't want come Singapore? We very good one, we give nice nice de free haircuts. I will make your head looks shining by shaving it botak and apply super glue so that it won't ever grow again. If someone ever dare to touch my hair and bully me, I would just give her a tight slap and promise her that she will never gonna have a chance to enjoy Mother's Day. If it's a guy, I am just gonna castrate him. Evil much? Nah. I don't think so. Compared to those four bitches who bully people for no reasons, what I am doing is speaking for justice. I am just giving them a taste of their own medicine. I swear if I ever see them in Malaysia during my CIP trip, I am gonna pull their hair out and strangle them. After all this things, now they still wanna sue us for 'accusing' them and they started denying everything! Plus they only received two weeks suspension from school. Shouldn't they be expelled!? They don't even bother to apologize or show some gesture for their misdeeds. What is gonna happen to the girl after the two weeks?

Now I am starting to worry about that poor girl even when I have absolutely no relations with her. I am just a bystander who lives in Singapore. What can I do? I supported her by liking some pages at Facebook to anti those bitches. But would that really help? Who knows if this issue is going to stay inside her heart and cling to her forever? Think about it, what would you do if this kind of thing happens to you? Next time if you ever notice someone being bullied and it really looked serious, just go forward and help. It won't hurt abit.

Now after the story now it's time to share my story. hahaha. I guess I am a little bit long winded since I haven been blogging for months! So don't blame me cuz this is going to be a damn long post! Right! Now for another depression time. Hais maybe I shouldn't post too many things about myself right? Who knows if some random people come read then spread. I think people will then start to comment on me again. Hmm well, I think I shouldn't care since this is my blog. haha okay I think it's time to get into the point!

I think it's my imagination, after all my brain is creative and full of ideas! Haha sound abit off though. However, every time I get suspicious over something, usually I am always right. I wish it's not what I think it is. Maybe I shouldn't think too much. The more I think about it, the more I felt insecure and upset. I know the best way to clear everything is to be frank and ask you, but who knows if you are being honest? Sometimes you are just like my mirror, that's why occasionally, it's easy for me to guess what you are thinking. I love you for being my friend but there's nothing to hide. Right? All this things just made me more and more confused about everything. Sometimes, you thought that I don't know anything. But you will never know that you are the one who don't know that I know everything. Sounds kinda complicated huh? hahaha. After everything that had happened. I am kinda clear about who is my friend and who is not. Maybe it's my problem, I won't deny that. But it takes two hands to clap, it won't possibly be all my fault. If you really treated me as your friend in the first place, shouldn't you just tell me what's my problem? I am not blaming you or something. I just think that I deserves a chance. Hais I think I should not make new best friends. I just felt that maybe I should change and all. But sometimes, your actions just made me feel that it's all not worth it. Is there someone willing to hear me out? I hope there is. Now i just think that everlasting friendships are rare and almost extinct. I just wanna be everyone's favourite HELLO and hardest goodbyes. I should continue trying my best.

Hmm after ranting out so many craps, I think I feel less burdened. At least for now, I am in the middle of serious stuff. I don't have the energy and time to care about less important stuff. After all, if you don't care, why should I even think about it so much and give a damn about it?

Now, getting to another side of my life story... This is a good one! Unlike the two emo-ish essay above. hahahaha. This is about my hobby! Haha I sound so formal. Okay now... I love drawing, especially those anime characters. But recently, it seems like I have no time for it. Sad. I just wished that exams is over! Oh well, I think that's gonna happen cuz exams usually is gone in a blink of an eye! haha.

Surpringsly, after the Miku I posted on Facebook, some random people asked me to draw for them! Awww I feel so awesome and touched! Haha does it sound BHB? Well, if people criticize my artworks, I would gladly accept them. But in some cases like those people who purposely wanna criticize one, I would just tell them this. "It's your problem. This is my artwork, if you feel that you can do better, do tell me, why not let's compete? However, I think I shouldn't get too close with people who don't know how to appreciate art. kthnxbai." Does it sound mean? Well I hope not. I realized something, every time when I am serious, I do sound scary and mean cuz I don't put smiley face or some icon. Hmm I should take note of this and sound more friendlier!

I think I better get going, after all, studying from 10am ~ 3pm in the afternoon today just for Geography isn't really enough cuz the air-condition in the library makes me feel too cosy! It make me wanna sleep so I am not really 100% focused. Well, enough said, thanks for reading my post whoever this is! You are much loved! Hahas! KTHXBAI!

Sayonara!~ O:)

Awesome Day

Annyeong!:)

Im updating for 14 January 2010.

Friday, 14 January 2010, was one of the best day I ever had in my life.

I had school during the morning and went to Bugis after school with friends.

Me and She Ming went to Lucille's house to change first then we went to Bugis.

OMIGOSH I love her dog! It's so cute, except for the fact that it kept on barking.

Before heading to Bugis, we went to Bedok Inter's MAC and ate lunch.

We saw lots of BGSS students there, spot a teacher and waved to my friend! :)

When we finished lunch, we went to Iluma first to eat Ice-Cream but it seems that Im distracted by something so we went to 2 particular shop first before we went to enjoy our Ice-Cream.

Well, I think people who know we well would know which shop Im referring to. :)

Hehe so we went to that shop and I bought 2 badge and a ring! OMIGOSH, so happy! :D

Right... so where was I?

Oh ya Im talking about eating Ice-Cream yea?

Heehee we took a long time to choose the flavour of the Ice-Cream but in the end, I chose Caramel and Vanilla Flavour and She Ming followed me.

Lucille chose some weird looking flavour with Marshmallows! I dont remember! :(

No offence but it really looks kinda like.... urm.... shyt....

The Ice-Creams there are definitely expensive but the taste is kinda good.

The photo below is the Ice-Cream! [Its obvious isnit?]

We chatted for a damn long time while sitting down, enjoying our Ice-Creams.

When I said long, its really long! Like a couple of hours!? XD

After enjoying ourselves, we went to Bugis Street and shop as She Ming wanted to buy a shirt as a present for her sister and Lucille wanted a ear piece.

In the end, I was the first to spent money..... I bought an ear stud and its kinda BIG.

We head to Bugis Junction afterwards as they didnt spot anything that's up to their satisfaction.

We went to buy ear piece, 77th Street and took Neoprints cuz all 3 shops are just beside.

Lucille bought 2 ear piece but She Ming still haven found any shirt that she thinks its nice.

So instead of wasting time thinking about clothes, we went to take Neoprints!

The aunty is kinda troublesome though, I shouldnt write too much about her.

The whole Neoprint process is BUSY, TIRING and AWKWARD!!! Its fun though! :)

After we cut and split the Neoprints, we went loitering around again in search of clothes!!

Accessorize and Diva was our next destination. Which I think is weird cuz... arent we looking for clothes instead of accessories?

Well ignore that, we spot a necklace which we think would be suitable but She Ming instead on buying a shirt with words and pictures on it.

We went to some shops and look at clothes and accessories(?).

As we are rushing against time, we ran here and there but in the end, She Ming bought the original necklace we are talking about and a pocket like thing to put it.

Lucille bought a lip balm or something which gives off a fragrance.

It was an unforgettable day, I really enjoyed it!

Lastly I also want to thank them for being my friend. :)

Byee cya tmr, as Im gonna update again! :D

Its kinda difficult to take this photo as we're on the train!! :)

This is She Ming! :D

This is Lucille! :)

They are the only ones who know why I wrote Best and Forever! :)

I wished that I could turn back time,

so that I could amend the mistakes that I have made.

I really hate the awkward feeling,

when I walked pass a particular person who was once my best friend.

I hate it when everytime I walked pass you,

but you ignore me and didnt bother to say a simple Hello or even smile at me.

Sometimes when he/she is just beside me,

I think that their presence is so near yet my heart felt that its far away.

But when God took something from you,

he would give you something of equal significance back in return.

However, if I were given another chance,

I would try my best to patch our friendship up again and I wont regret that I ever know you.

In conclusion,

some people just wont treat you back the same way you treated them.

Happy 2011

HARRRLOW!!!!

Omg its the first day of 2011!! Happy New Year People!!! Happy New to SHINee too!! :D

Today went to Bugis with Fuyu and had lunch together! She treated me to Takoyaki!

We went shopping at Bugis Street, Bugis Junction and Iluma!!

We went home together by bus 12.

Omg 2011 is really the year for me! Wait maybe I shouldn't speak so fast....

Well, I found out that theres a lot of events lining up for SHINee!!! That's the first thing.

Next, I finally received the items that I bought from a blogshop!

I wish everyone good luck in the new year of 2011!

Sayonara!~

Best Wishes! :D

Happy New Year Eve!

HELLO!!

Omg its New Year Eve!!! 3 more hours to countdown!! :)

My mum originally planed on going Vivo for the countdown but I stopped her cuz I wanted to watch the 2010 Golden Disk Award on Channel U which is held on the 9th of December 2010.

That day is also Minho's birthday!!! Omg what a coincidence! :)

I shopped for crabs at NTUC during the afternoon and had it for dinner!!

Omg I Love Crabs!!! :D

I bet Vivo and Marina Bay is damn crowded right now.

Right now Im gonna watch MBC Gayo Daejun Live!!!

I hope it doesnt crash with the 11:30pm's Golden Disk Award!!

2010 is coming to an end, remember life is short, break the rules, forgive and forget quickly, love truly, laugh uncontrollably and never regret anything that made you smile!

I hoped that everyone would have a great year ahead!!

Happy New Year Eve!! :D

That's all for today, Bye byee! :)

Merry Christmas!

Annyeong!! [25 December 2010, Christmas!]

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!! :D

A very big thnx to those who wished me yesterday night! :)

Everyone should be out doing something during Christmas, but Im the odd one out...

I've been washing clothes during the morning!!! What kind of Christmas is this!

However, maybe its luck that I didn't go out today cuz its raining kinda hard at my house here.

I believed that places like Orchard are definitely crowding right now or even at the night but I hope that its not raining there, otherwise its very inconvenient for the people.

This is my last Christmas here in Singapore...

I believe many of my friends know the reason already... Its kinda sad but I've no choice, do I?

Well enjoy your day today people!! Enjoy Christmas! :)

Merry Christmas to SHINee! :)

We Wish You a Merry Christmas,

We Wish You a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!

Hello people! [24 December 2010, Christmas Eve]
Today is Christmas Eve!
Many people would go places like shopping malls or restaurants to eat and shop but me and my mummy went to the Zoo...
Before that we went to Chinatown, next to Ang Mo Kio then to Zoo.
At first its hot walking under the sun but the weather soon turned bad.
Im not sure its a good thing or not when it rain to those foreigners and visitors...
The elephants are smart and strong! So is the seal or soemthing...
I wanted to ride on the baby elephant but since its raining, they stopped the service for the moment.
My favourite animal is still White Tiger! Its so cuuute!! >3<
Well maybe next time I'll post the picture of me and my mummy wearing a white tiger hat...
After exploring the Zoo, its already 7pm so we went to eat KFC.

As it is Christmas Eve, we continue to shop at AMKhub.
By the time out legs are breaking, its already 9pm+ so we took bus 25 to Bedok Interchange then change to bus 229.
On bus 25, I saw two freaking cockroach at the side, one crawling, while the other is dead... I think.... as its not moving at all! Hais that scare the hell outta mee... ==

Annyeong Haseyo! [23 December 2010, a day which I'll never forget.]
Today went out with my primary school friend, Jia Xi to Bugis!
She's a really really good friend!
She's a person who is nice, kind and have lots of patience!
Hais Im certainly lacking of that though!
Most importantly, she's trustworthy so she's kinda my best friend! Well thats how I see her! :D
So yea we went to eat at a restaurant looking place first and the food is delicious!
Jia Xi had the voucher at that particular restaurant looking place so she treated me to lunch!
Omg I felt kinda embarrased for letting her treat me so I decided that I'll treat her to a movie!
Well, in the first place, she told me that her cash is kinda tight so wanted to come my house and play. But cuz im moving stuffs around so its kinda inconvenient so I asked if she would like to watch a movie or eat lunch together, I'll treat her to it.
Who would have thought that she's gonna treat me to lunch!
When we are eating lunch, its actually kinda awkward as the people eating there are those adults and working staffs.
We were chatting while eating, it really makes me reminisce about the past.
The past which we spent wonderful time together with that particular special class.
She also told me that she hated her school! Hais I can only say Good Luck!!! D:
I discovered that her favourite animal didnt change after all these years!
After lunch, we went to Bugis Junction there and decide on what movie we wanted to watch.
However, we both are indecisive people so we went to Iluma cuz there are more choices.
Well actually Im not really that indecisive, but its because I dont want people to feel that going out with me must always listen to what I decide on. Hais maybe thats part of the reason.
This is the first and maybe the last time Im going out and watching moving with her.
Hais thinking of that makes me feel sad and unwilling to let go of everything here.
Okay so we finally decide on what we are going to watch and that is Chronicles of Narnia!
Omg I found out that we both love Aslan!!! and the movie is really great!
We both suspect that Iluma's air-con is free as we both are FREEZING!
Even a jacket is not enough for me! Its too cold...
Afterwards we went to shop around at Bugis Street and we nearly lost our ways!
Spending time with her is really fun and great but at the same time, it passes really quick!
Too quick that it seems like time is flying...
We went home together through MRT, well her stop is at Pasir Sir while mine is Bedok though.
I also took quite a number of pictures on the train.
The train soon reached Bedok, it seems like 4 times faster then per usual!
She even told me to inform her about my plane, and she'll be coming to see me off!!
Ohmygod you have no idea how touched am I at that moment! as well as shocked!
Friendship is really a wonderful and beautiful thing, futhermore, its priceless!
Unfortuantely, life is not perfect and it doesnt always goes the way we wished...
During the night, I saw her posting about our outing and the only thing I wanted to say is that.
I'll be back! I'll definitely come back and visit her and everyone else!
I dont wish to spoil this frienship just because Im going to live somewhere else.
She's always gonna be my BFF!!! :D
Hahas I'll miss her and everything and everyone here! :)
Lastly, Im glad that I made her found back her real self! and yea I agree with her that sincerity is the most important thing in treating your friends! :D
Okiie I think thats all,
Byeee, have a great day!

Lol this is for fun!

Heehee our shoes :D

Omo! My mum sat on my headphone...==

My friend was laughing bout this pic!

Muahahaha this is my great friend!!

Omo I lvoe my shirt!!! >3<

Omo this looks kinda weird... >_>

Hahas, we're at Iluma! [Its kinda blurr]

Right... Iluma's Christmas tree is upside down!

This is her lunch, and her shirt is cuute! :D

Omo! This is the lunch she treated me! Its delicious!!! :3

My Sprite and her Ice Lemon Tea!

The outside view from my seat! :D

The ceiling is pretty! :)

This is how that restaurant looking like place look like...

-Btw sorry for the late posting-

Christmas Is Around The Corner

Annyeong Haseyo!

Last Thursday, I met up with Alynna and Siokhwee and planned on going study. We went to Tampines and ate MAC for lunch, after that, we were supposed to study. However it was too cold so we went to Siokhwee's house instead. For some reasons, we started playing Hotel 626.

Afterwards, instead of studying, we started watching random K-pop videos! Me and Alynna were trying to influence Siokhwee! :D Theres one particular Music Videos which made us laugh like crazy! It was Beast/B2ST - Breath/Soom. The actions are hilarious! Next we went to Facebook, ALynna and Siokhwee found out about their From teachers and Co-form teachers and they are like screaming and having high blood pressure! The teachers name are a bit weird... I mean whats with Mr Niu!? By the way, me and Alynna kinda vandalised Siokhwee's board! :D

In the end, we didnt do any homeworks after we went to Siokhwee's house :D We pratically just slacked off... I noticed that Siokhwee's brother is kinda violent to, we had to try out all sorts of methods to keep him out! Me and Alynna left her house at around 6pm and headed to Simei to buy straws... We rushed to Bedok Interchange afterwards cuz its getting late and we wanted to shop at Comics Connection unfortunately the shop was not there anymore :( We went to eat KFC for dinner together and head home after that.

Christmas is around the corner, I hoped I can get the stuffs I bought at a certain blogshop before it! and I realised that Im getting lazier and lazier so I didnt update my blog... Im gonna upload the pictures I captured at Taiwan soon...

Well thats all for today guys, Bye Byeee!~ :)

Outtings

Annyong Haseyo!

Last Tuesday, I went out with my senior to Bugis and meet up at Bugis MRT at 1pm. I passed him the foods I bought at Taiwan and went shopping. At the first place, we intended to eat lunch first but we both are not hungry so we went wandering around. Thats the first time I went out with him! The atmosphere is really awkward at first but it became okay once we get to know each other. We walked around like fools!!! From Bugis Junction to Iluma's Comic Connection then went back to Bugis Junction to shop for a while and eat lunch then we went to Iluma again to wander around and ended up buying whole lots of sweets and after that we went back to Bugis Junction AGAIN and went to Kinokuniya, a book store. We also went to Bras Basah and loiter into some guitar or music instrument shop. Later on, we sat down and chat for a while before going back to Bugis Junction. Well at least we stopped going back to Iluma. We stopped at Bugis Junction's food court and rest. I bought a Lemon Tea and we started eating the sweets we bought and the next thing we know, we are discussing about SHINee... For your information, I spent $9 buying a whole lot of sweets, its was kinda expensive. There is a reason why I posted KEY's picture for this post. My senior says that he is/looks like a GAY!? I think he's gonna be bashed up by some fangirls who saw my post...

On Wednesday, I went out with Toby to E!hub... Before that we met at Tanah Merah MRT and went to Pasir Ris first. We ate MAC for lunch, but we somehow lost appetite... I dropped my fries and a bird kinda took it away. I didn't know that birds eat fries!? We were opening the monopoly stickers thingy and I got a free cheeseburger... I would prefer an apple pie or ice-cream though... Next we went to interchange and took bus 12 i think? We bought the tickets for Rapunzel, A Tangled Tale. While waiting for the movie to start, we went arcade and he kept on playing Jubeat!!! We bought a medium sprite and went it, the seats are kinda awesome! But the movie was more awesome! Frying pans are indeed useful, not only for cooking purpose but to knock someone out. My favourite character was the Pascal the chameleon! He was CUTE!!! Maximus the horse too, but it cannot be compared to the chameleon! He was like a dog... No offense but he was sniffing around which resembles the actions of a dog... Rapunzel's hair is really useful too, its like a multi-tasking tool, can do so many things with her hair! After the movie, we went to a playground at Tampines mall. I realised that I enjoyed taking pictures of others! I realised that I shouldn't have waste my energy snatching back my iPod just cause he took my picture. Well, he was using MY iPod to take MY pictures... I can easily delete that right? I think my brain is getting slower without education.... I went home at around 6:30pm cause I had to reach home by 7pm......

Last but not least, Happy Birthday to SNSD's Yuri!!! :))

Thats all for today, at least I made an effort to UPDATE!!! :D

Byyeeee people! :)

Trip to taiwan

Annyong Haseyo! [Updating for 29 October 2010]

Words alone is not able to describe what Im feeling right now. Before boarding the plane, I received some bad news. I was happy that Im able to go back Taiwan but at the same time, Im feeling sad and sort of depressed. Ever since I received that call, I was sulking the entire time. My mood changed a little bit better when I had the chance to eat pizza! I will be uploading pictures in a whole post once I reached Singapore. After eating the pizza, my mummy and I shopped for a little while before checking in and boarding the plane. The plane flew at 7:30PM but it was being delayed for a little bit. I had dinner on the plane around 8:35PM and pictures were taken. I ordered the noodle set while my mummy ordered the rice set. The food on the plane was kinda hard especially my noodle and the broccoli. The duration of the flight is around 4 hours. I spent the whole time sleeping, eating and doing my holiday homework!! Im gonna take a nap at 9:45PM cuz my back is aching. By the time I reached Taiwan, its already 11:40PM and I reach my aunt's house at about 1230AM. I was exhausted, but had to unpack my stuffs and chat with my cousins for a little while so I ended up sleeping at around 2AM+

Byee Guys and nitez, I'll continue to update tmr if i have time :D

Going Overseas!

Hello people! Pls dont message or call me during 29 October - 16 November as Im going overseas at this period of time. Im gonna update my blog when i reached Singapore and this only applys if I got time and provided that Im not lazy :D

Jealousy Kills

Annyong Haseyo :)

Omo! Im gonna receive my report book on my birthday, so unlucky bt its th last day of sch.

I've also receive a good news bt i still cant decide on tht...

Yesterday, I went back RSS to visit my primary 6 form tcher wif Si Jie and we asked for her opinion on which course we shld take, and which is better for us.

Bt Im soooo gonna miss all my good buddies and friends, hope tht i cn be in th same class wif most of my classmates next yr if im still in NA, and i think im gonna cry tmr ;(

Well, tmr is th last day of sch alrdy and time passes really fast.

I dun wanna seperate wif my teachers and classmates ;(

Recently, alot of things happened, more troubles and more worries.

Whats wrong wif being in love?

How could those fangirls close down all th fansites and some even stop liking him just becuz he gt himself a girlfriend?

Futhermore, they shouldnt hav insulted them! Its totally unfair for them!

Some people should seriously grow up and be more mature!

I really hope tht he wont be very upset when he saw th news of all his major fansites closing...

Hope tht he cn be happy :)

Bye for now, gotta go rest now :D

Grow Up Please

Its Totally Unfair For Him

Idol Is A Human

Its Normal To Have A Girlfriend

He Have The Right To Pursue His Own Future

He Didnt Do Anything Wrong

He Just Merely get Himself A Girlfriend

So Please Stop Insulting Him Cuz That Hurts Alot

If Only They Are Loyal Blingers

They Wouldnt Do Such Horrible Things To Hurt Him

Even So

I'll Always Admire Him

Love Him Like How I do Right Now

HEY Yo!!

Today is the last day of exam!! Wheeeeee!~ Finally!! (Y)

I heard my maths result frm my tcher and is relieved bt my science.....nvm....

After sch, I went home and bathe first den meet up with Fuyu and went to Golden Village and catch a movie with Pei Ying and Sabrina.

We watched Bestseller, a korean novel or something.......

At first, I saw my junior wif her friends seating behind me!!

Frm th movie, I realised tht a Fat Man = a Persistent Man + POWER!!

Th movie is good bt some parts is sort of scary cuz of th sound effect...
Throughout th whole part of th movie [abt after th first 20mins when th show started], Fu yu was grabbing my hand and keep on commenting abt th show and stuffs....

However, its still disgusting and shld be rated abt NC16 or something...

------------------------WARNING--------------------------SPOILER-------------------------

Firstly, there are vulgarities [th actors scolded fuck for 4 times.....]

Secondly, HOW COULD U BEAR TO SEE A OLD GRANNY BEING KNOCK DOWN BY A CAR!?

Thirdly, a guy's leg is twisted [its really damn gross]

Fourth, there are really lots of blood................

Fifth, a poor gurl and 2 crazy guy [cant rmb is 1 or 2, i think is 2....] suffer frm dead cuz they kenna smth sharp!? [like an sharp object just go through their head or body!?!?!?]

Lastly, bastards torturing a pregnant women ==

Still gt more bt lazy write le, cuz i dun wanna rmb!! Plus I think th movie is more like violent lor [back part bahh...]

Kayy Im done updating my blog now, gtg slp le cuz very tired

BYEEE!~ :D

EOY!!

Hello!!
I haven been blogging these few days cuz of some reasons....
Well, cuz *ahem* is demanding an update, I shall do it now :D
First of all, I must thnx Hairie that i got my Hello album now :)
Kay this few days are having exams and yesterday I study till 3+ then wake up at 5+
Today im having History, which is a disaster.... I freaking wasted my precious slping time to revise for that subject but in the end stil.......hais nvm, Lets Die Together!!~ :D

English Paper 1: Was okay but i think my letter's format is wrong cuz i forgt write address.......

English Paper 2: I only get the compre passage for the second time i read it... Hope cn pass......

Chinese Paper 1: I FREAKING LEFT ONE MORE WORD AND FULLSTOP TILL FINISH!!!!!

Chinese Paper 2: Its was damn hot plus the questions some are tricky,and...i fell asleep while
reading th compre passage, when i woke up, i only had abt 10 mins left to complete the paper..

Mathematics paper 1: Was damn EASY! but i shldnt hav think tht much and change my ans.....

Literature: As usual, the place im sitting is always hot, felt sleepy and i think im gonna fail.......

Science: Thank god tht theres no questions about cate...... nvm :D

History: die Die DIE!!!!!!! hope cn pass!!! Friends arr Lets Die Together :D (Y)

But still, gd luck to everyone for tmr's paper :D i hope its nt tht hard....... :)

Gtg eat lunch now....
Sayonara :D

* btw... isnt the KEY pic above cuuuuuute!?!? :DD

Today,Saturday 4 September 2010

HELLO WELLO!!
Today was a busy day,went to watch the movie "Grown Ups" with Pei Ying and Debra. Originally Si Jie was coming with us but the timing is not suitable for her because she need to reach home before 5pm as instructed by her mother,and the earliest movie stated when we reach there is 3.05pm start. So before the movie started, we all including Si Jie went to MAC to eat for lunch and we all ate filet O fish except for Debra cuz she wanna save money,so we all actually shared our food with her:)
Kayy after the movie,me which only includes Pei Ying and Debra went window shopping but not long after we reached a shop filled with very cute stuffs,about 5pm,the so called Principal of my tuition centre called me and informed me that I actually had lesson on today,4.30pm to 6pm.I was so damn shocked manz...Thanks to that,I had to borrow a pen from Pei Ying and rushed there.Once I reached there,I was covered in sweat,so tiring and waste of money cuz I even took a taxi there as my mother asked me to rush there quickly...
Hais before everything,Pei Ying handed me my Report Book...Now,Im starting to hate Maths even more than in the past,esp Polygons and whichever topic that requires me to memorize alot of formulas and explainations like the angle topic...After tuition,I went back home by 14...
Oh and IM SO FREAKING JEALOUS RITE NOW!!!XD
Phew,Im going to update a whole chuck of words again...

Friday 3 September 2010

Yesterday was Friday and I didnt go to school as I went to somewhere,and its confidential... But yesterday all my classmates received their report books back and Pei Ying helped me and Si Jie to take our report books back from the teacher as Si Jie are also absent for school.
Hais,Im gonna be by my ownself when school reopens...
Plus I heard a terrible news from DKPN,and they said tht Taeminnie is being bullied...T^T
aww it really breaks my heart,I loved him so much...

Why are some people so childish?

Why do they keep on bullying the innocent?

Cant they just leave him alone and stop bothering him?

He is already receiving so much stress from the showbiz world.

The smile on his face is recently gone this few days while performing.

And now,some heartless bastards and bitches are just gonna add more stress to it??

Classmates insulted him,

Took pictures of him constantly,

How dare they threw erasers at his head,

Harassing him and asking him abt other members,

Scolded him:"You think you are big because your an celebrity?",

"You dont really look as handsome as you appeared on the television..."

Please stop all your actions alright,just admit that your are all jealous of him.

And guess what? In my opinion,I do think that he is HUGE because he is an celebrity.

A pro in dancing,

Good in playing the piano,

Have a cute and soothing voice,

Good looking,so cute and handsome.

So please,will your just stop stalking him and bothering him,

Stop harassing him by keep on taking pictures of him and annoying him,

So stop swearing at him,scolding him fuck and trying to irritate the hell out of him.

Those bullies are causing alot of pain to many of his fans.

This also includes me as well,my heart broke when I saw that picture.

I just hope that he could endure a few more months after he is finally gradute.

I hope that someone wud encourage him more

Someone wud concern about him more than usual.

JYS,Taeminnie oppa,perservere until the very very end.

I just wish that someone wud just do something to stop this.

SARANGHAE Taeminnie oppa (L)

Thursday 2 September 2010

I had maths test on that day and its th retest of a previous maths test,which we all did badly and im finally able to gt a part of Polygon thanks to Si Jie and Pei Ying!!:)
Hmm...On thursday,our class compete with th other classes through Frisbee and Captains Ball.
I heard that our Frisbee went to the finals but lost to the sec ones...Well,I sort of feel guilty abt it...Cuz Debra asked me to be a substitute for the captains ball game bt instead of staying back I actually went home...Sorrie Debra...:(
kayy after that Pei Ying and Si Jie came to my hse,its the second time that Pei Ying came wheares Si Jie wanted to explore my new hse...At my hse,actually we originally planned to study bt instead of it,we started watching SHINee's video...

Wednesday 1 September 2010

The only thing I remember on that day is that its a sch holiday cuz of teachers day.....

But oh well,we cn just look at th above KEY picture and start drooling...JKJK!XD

Tuesday 31 August 2010

Tuesday was the eve of teachers day,our sch celebrate it wif a mini concert and thers this grp of ppl dancing Lucifer....well i shall nt go further into this.

After that theres this aces day excercise thingy and its still under th hot sun!!

But luckily,im saved by th dentist,which im nt sure whether its a good thing or not...

Well the dentist wasted alot of my time explaining and asking this and tht...
After th dental appointment,I had a prize winner meeting as my sch is organizing a CIP trip to other countries for the prize winners but they are only choosing 20 students...
I went back to my primary sch after tht meeting and it was convienient cuz its just rite beside BGSS,so i went back there and meet up wif alot of pri sch classmates...

I really really missed their chicken rice though,but it seems tht th amount of rice is lesser than i imagined and almost all the prices went up...

I took some pictures with my friends and already uploaded it on FB!:)

Btw im really sorrie to one of my friend cuz I uploaded the pictures late...

Monday 30 August 2010

On Monday,my maths and science teacher,which is both th same one didnt come for lesson as i heard tht she was sick or something.Everyone was so heartless as they are elated...Bt im really happy cuz im still nt well prepared for th maths retest on Polygons and construsting triangles.

Monday,our sch had a interclass competition thing and its Basketball and Soccer.

Results:

Basketball-

Round 1: Lose

Round 2: Won

Round 3: Lose

Soccer-

Till semi-finals only...

Well they did their best!! Try harder the next time:)

Sunday 29 August 2010

I DUN RMB ANYTHING,IF I REALLY DO,

DEN I CFM HAVE PHOTOGRAPHIC MEMORY LE!

Saturday 28 August 2010

DUN RMB ANYTHING!!!

But Im finally finishing on updating my blog,I shld really develop th good habit of updating it daily,to prevent any memory lost or something...

Well its abt 1+ rite now and today is actually saturday,4 September 2010 instead of 28 August 2010 and i went out today + a sudd tuition so im really tired as im goin out tmr...

So byees~~:)