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Hiie people I guess I am back to blogging again! After all, this is one of the place I chose to rant everything out. Haha recently is so busy with exams and all. Today I had Maths paper 1. It's surprisingly easier than I thought! But I hope I won't have any careless mistakes or whatever that would cause deduction of marks! and because I chose Biology instead of Physics, school is dismissed for me at 0915am today! haha so cool! Can have more time to study for the tested subjects tmr! Well, tmr is going to test Geography, Social Studies and Chinese Listening Comprehension. One hell of tests huh? Hopefully I am able to pass with flying colours! Hmm so many things happened and I am going to share many things today. One of it is a bullying case from Malaysia. I saw one bullying video on Facebook. and I was so pissed off! What's with the girls in Malaysia nowadays? So fucked up.

For people who doesn't know the story, it goes like this:

One fine day, a little girl go school and for no reason she was being bullied by four ugly bitches who claim that they are very pretty. Firstly, they hit the poor girl continuously and even scolded and laughed at her. Then, the poor girl obviously cried because no one even bothered to help her or defend her! What's this!? All become bystander and watch free show isit? Next, despite the fact that the poor girl is already very upset, they still wanna cut her hair you know! Cut until the hair from long become short. After that, they still not satisfied. They still hit her with books, strangle her and do nasty stuff.

After listening to my story, how do you feel? Wanna puke right! Why does this kind of people even exist on earth! We don't need uncivilized people like them. So extra. Seriously la, need bully people until like that anot? You guys like to act ah lian right, why don't want come Singapore? We very good one, we give nice nice de free haircuts. I will make your head looks shining by shaving it botak and apply super glue so that it won't ever grow again. If someone ever dare to touch my hair and bully me, I would just give her a tight slap and promise her that she will never gonna have a chance to enjoy Mother's Day. If it's a guy, I am just gonna castrate him. Evil much? Nah. I don't think so. Compared to those four bitches who bully people for no reasons, what I am doing is speaking for justice. I am just giving them a taste of their own medicine. I swear if I ever see them in Malaysia during my CIP trip, I am gonna pull their hair out and strangle them. After all this things, now they still wanna sue us for 'accusing' them and they started denying everything! Plus they only received two weeks suspension from school. Shouldn't they be expelled!? They don't even bother to apologize or show some gesture for their misdeeds. What is gonna happen to the girl after the two weeks?

Now I am starting to worry about that poor girl even when I have absolutely no relations with her. I am just a bystander who lives in Singapore. What can I do? I supported her by liking some pages at Facebook to anti those bitches. But would that really help? Who knows if this issue is going to stay inside her heart and cling to her forever? Think about it, what would you do if this kind of thing happens to you? Next time if you ever notice someone being bullied and it really looked serious, just go forward and help. It won't hurt abit.

Now after the story now it's time to share my story. hahaha. I guess I am a little bit long winded since I haven been blogging for months! So don't blame me cuz this is going to be a damn long post! Right! Now for another depression time. Hais maybe I shouldn't post too many things about myself right? Who knows if some random people come read then spread. I think people will then start to comment on me again. Hmm well, I think I shouldn't care since this is my blog. haha okay I think it's time to get into the point!

I think it's my imagination, after all my brain is creative and full of ideas! Haha sound abit off though. However, every time I get suspicious over something, usually I am always right. I wish it's not what I think it is. Maybe I shouldn't think too much. The more I think about it, the more I felt insecure and upset. I know the best way to clear everything is to be frank and ask you, but who knows if you are being honest? Sometimes you are just like my mirror, that's why occasionally, it's easy for me to guess what you are thinking. I love you for being my friend but there's nothing to hide. Right? All this things just made me more and more confused about everything. Sometimes, you thought that I don't know anything. But you will never know that you are the one who don't know that I know everything. Sounds kinda complicated huh? hahaha. After everything that had happened. I am kinda clear about who is my friend and who is not. Maybe it's my problem, I won't deny that. But it takes two hands to clap, it won't possibly be all my fault. If you really treated me as your friend in the first place, shouldn't you just tell me what's my problem? I am not blaming you or something. I just think that I deserves a chance. Hais I think I should not make new best friends. I just felt that maybe I should change and all. But sometimes, your actions just made me feel that it's all not worth it. Is there someone willing to hear me out? I hope there is. Now i just think that everlasting friendships are rare and almost extinct. I just wanna be everyone's favourite HELLO and hardest goodbyes. I should continue trying my best.

Hmm after ranting out so many craps, I think I feel less burdened. At least for now, I am in the middle of serious stuff. I don't have the energy and time to care about less important stuff. After all, if you don't care, why should I even think about it so much and give a damn about it?

Now, getting to another side of my life story... This is a good one! Unlike the two emo-ish essay above. hahahaha. This is about my hobby! Haha I sound so formal. Okay now... I love drawing, especially those anime characters. But recently, it seems like I have no time for it. Sad. I just wished that exams is over! Oh well, I think that's gonna happen cuz exams usually is gone in a blink of an eye! haha.

Surpringsly, after the Miku I posted on Facebook, some random people asked me to draw for them! Awww I feel so awesome and touched! Haha does it sound BHB? Well, if people criticize my artworks, I would gladly accept them. But in some cases like those people who purposely wanna criticize one, I would just tell them this. "It's your problem. This is my artwork, if you feel that you can do better, do tell me, why not let's compete? However, I think I shouldn't get too close with people who don't know how to appreciate art. kthnxbai." Does it sound mean? Well I hope not. I realized something, every time when I am serious, I do sound scary and mean cuz I don't put smiley face or some icon. Hmm I should take note of this and sound more friendlier!

I think I better get going, after all, studying from 10am ~ 3pm in the afternoon today just for Geography isn't really enough cuz the air-condition in the library makes me feel too cosy! It make me wanna sleep so I am not really 100% focused. Well, enough said, thanks for reading my post whoever this is! You are much loved! Hahas! KTHXBAI!

Sayonara!~ O:)