I've encountered so many different types of people and because of them, I think I've changed. I tried not to judge people now because I don't want them to judge me. In the past, when people ask me how I feel about Justin Bieber, I would just be straightforward and say "He suck. I hate him to the core. He is a fucking gay." but now that I think about what had happened to me, I feel kinda bad for him. So now, I would just say "He is not that bad and I don't really hate him." Oh well, try being in his shoes for a while. You wouldn't be happy if you know all the people other than your fans, friends in my case, are against you. Actually, regarding the picture above, I'm not really that pissed off because I don't think you are worth my time but your little retarded actions are just too irritating. I'm trying not to cuss here in order to keep my blog clean but oh well, you will never read this anyway. So I'm just gonna make it an exception for this post. I hope you never read this post, not because I'm scared but because I don't want you to know what I'm talking behind your back. I know i'll just hurt you if you found out. Oh well, you kinda forced me into this. I'm not blaming you but what you did can never be changed. I just have the urge to make you regret everything you said and be careful of what to say and what not to say in the future. I'm waiting for the day where you will regret everything you did wrong and the funny part is, I don't think you know that you're wrong.

Now that I think of what happened. It just pissed me even more. You are so dense that you didn't realized what you did is making me hate you. I don't know if this ever happened to anyone else but I fucking hope not. You always tell me not to ignore you when I get to know your friends. I promised you but I'm afraid I've to break my promise. It's not like I fucking wanna break it but you are the one who make me so fucking pissed. I kept telling myself that you are not worth it but you know what? I treat you as my friend so that's why I'm so fucking pissed when I heard about everything. I know the feeling of losing friends very well. That's the reason why I didn't tell you off in your face. People say "Don't change for other people's sake, just be yourself." But what if someone hates the 'me' now? I don't wanna lose any more friends. Oh well, thanks to my temper, I think I might drive some away. However, since you told me that you like me. It somehow gave me the feeling whereby you won't ever leave. But for you to tell him about the issue where I asked my friends for opinions just make me so fucking angry. I know I'm too sensitive and gets angry over small little things. I told you not to tell anyone. You swear you won't ever fucking tell anyone about this and now what? You trying to piss people off on purpose isit? I think now I know why people starts ignoring you when they know your friends. Originally, I thought that it must be their problems but now, it's because of your fucked up personality. You might not realize it but it just annoy the hell outta me. I know you want me to discuss more about relationship stuff with you. It's kinda obvious but I'm not fucking interested that's why I asked you to concentrate on your studies and if best, aim for express next year. But sometimes, you really do sound like a love-sick puppy. I don't get why people can change their love interest so fast. It gives me the insecure feeling. If you can't get into express course, then don't bother about anything and focus on studying. Maybe you feel cool if you've got a girlfriend or something. I don't know. But stop thinking like the girl owe you because she ignored you because it's most likely something you did/say.

I'm actually blogging about you now is because I don't wanna bottle up all my feelings cuz I know I will snap one day if I don't rant now. I don't wanna quarrel with you neither do I wanna hurt you. I hope someone can change you or wait. Just learn how to keep secrets to yourself and not spread it to other people and beg them to help you to keep the secrets for you otherwise you might die. You should totally stop this. You know why? It's because it sound worthless and retarded. You've got good friends around you who really cares alot about you and treat you as if your his own brother. He even asked me to forgive you. Unfortunately, I must admit that I'm not really a very forgiving person. All I need is time. I just hope you wouldn't like or comment on my status on Facebook. It just makes me wonder "How much do you fucking know? If you don't know anything, please don't anyhow like and say you random like my status when I ask you "why are you liking this shit." or etc." You offend people in another way and I just can't forget about you telling him about the friend's opinion part. Oh my fucking god. I can't believed I fucking asked for opinions for your sake. Suddenly, I have the urge to stop fucking around and be serious. I bet you will just ended up with no friends if this keeps up but you've got such awesome friends. Maybe I shouldn't update in the first place. It just reminds me of what you did which is so fucking retarded. I don't wanna hate you though, I just feel like giving you a tight slap and give you a lesson on 'What to say and what not to say.' or rather 'What CAN say and what CAN'T be revealed.' It's just pointless to call it a secret between the two of us if you tell a third party.

I know I'm straightforward, mean, sensitive, easily provoked, not so easy-going on certain issues and is a fucking bitch but you are just one of those people whom I won't even try to change for your sake. You don't know what I've been through and how many times I cried over small little stupid things. You just don't know me well. You don't really know my personality but I don't really know you too. I'm sorry for judging you but that's what I see from you. I think you just think that I'm straightforward thats all. This is why I know you don't like me in the love me type. I just wonder how could you fucking say that you like me at first when you know absolutely nothing about me. If only I never fucking know you in the fucking first place so that now, I won't fucking know what kind of fucked up personality you have which describes what kind of fucking asshole you are and it is currently making me so fucking pissed off cuz I thought you looked so fucking innocent when you are a fucking backstabber and guess what, I just hope you will fuck off and for fuck's sake, don't ever fucking bother me or I'll just fucking hurt you and ask you to fuck off. I think I'm finally done ranting out annoying things spinning in my head. Sorry for the massive cussing, I just couldn't help it.

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